how do you exactly save a life.. emotionally or physically? alot of questions might be passing through ur mind
some might think dat its all bout jumping infront of a car.. tryna save someone, someone u barely noe,or someone ur close with.. but think bout it wat if helping someone out of ones misery could be saving ones life.. wat if trying to comfort a close fren is saving a life.. and wat if being there for the ones u love is saving a life.. the qns of 'how to save a life' often asked only when u feel lost, hurt to see ur loved ones in pain and sufferings thinking dat ur partly the cause of it, the cause of a living hell in her life and all this feelings aint helping you to find solutions to save them.. Dats when u start to worry alot wondering if ur gonna lose her or be the way u used to be wif her coz u juz love her so so much
its the future of uncertainty.. the only way you would thought of doing is asking her if shes alright or assuring her by saying 'everything's fine' hoping with ur best wishes dat all of this would work
how you wish dat everything would be back to how it was in the past a peck to the lips or cuddling with one another ur fingers interlocking wif hers the comfort and warmth when u sat wif her while watching the sun sets the world juz vanish and fantasy kicks in u thought it would not end but everything had to crash down on u u survive? she survive? dat cant be answered.. and even if u survive isit all worth it if she doesnt?
when conversations turn cold.. awkward feelings appeared.. how u wish the past could be repeated.. but it cant no matter how hard u tried tears roll down her cheeks like how rain falls down on earth pain stabs her heart as painful as a thousand stab of a knife nomatter how hard she tried covering.. her scars are still there obvious through her expressions dats when u noe its time for u to save her life..
But, knowing 'how to save a life' doesnt ensure a guarantee in saving her.. worst, ignorance, being illtreated... despite the fact dat ur trying hard to hold on dats how u would feel but wat if its actually juz too painful fr her to look at u so its ur choice of how u wanna think bout it, on whether u succeeded or nt.. but one thing fr sure.. u'll nvr noe unless u try so before u actually lose them hold em tight tighter than you've ever hold anyone love them more than u have ever loved anyone and cherished em lyk it was ur last.. ily